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Journey of

Illumination

one-on-one transformative healing retreat 

Awaken your truth. Reclaim your power. Remember who you are.

Why work with me?

Because I know what it means to walk through the fire. I’ve lived it. I’ve lost myself. I’ve healed myself. And I rose out of the ashes. What I offer you is not theory, it’s embodied wisdom, earned through years of devotion, shadow work, and countless Sacred initiations. 

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I’ve walked the path of the wounded healer and emerged as a guide who walks with you, not ahead of you. 

 

I don’t offer shortcuts or superficial solutions. I offer something far more profound: Presence. Depth. Honesty. And real transformation. Whether you’re navigating trauma, heartbreak, confusion, spiritual awakening, or the aching knowing that there’s more.

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I see you.

I understand you.

I’ve created this space for you.

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There comes a moment in every seeker’s life when the surface no longer satisfies, when the Soul whispers: “It’s time to go deeper.” If you’ve landed here, it means you’re ready. Ready for something real. Something Sacred. The whole you.

 

Welcome to a one-of-a-kind private retreat experience designed just for you. Held in the magical embrace of Castillo Balam — a majestic,  sanctuary in the jungle just outside Playa del Carmen. Hidden within a peaceful, guarded eco-community surrounded by three crystalline cenotes, this space offers complete safety, beauty, and soul-deep tranquility, so you can truly let go, unravel, and transform.

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The path we walk together is a deep, raw, and liberating descent into the truth of who you are. This work is for those who are ready to meet themselves fully. With devotion and care, I will guide you inward, beyond the noise of the world, beyond the old programs into the pure space of your inner wisdom, where clarity, power, and embodiment live. Together, we will unravel the roots of trauma, dissolve limiting beliefs, and release ancestral and societal imprints that have kept your Soul tethered to systems that no longer serve your evolution. You will receive tools, practices, and rituals that empower you to live as your most liberated, radiant self. You will master the art of magnetizing yourself for your highest timeline, for attracting the most authentic, aligned, and abundant version of your life. Because every Soul is different, with unique pain, desires, and visions, your private retreat is fully personalized. No stereotyped methods, but a Sacred space, designed entirely for you.

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This retreat is also highly suitable for couples who desire to journey deeper into intimacy  and are ready to welcome unconditional Love. 

 

Sacred Medicine Ceremonies - Optional Add-On

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If your path calls for deeper surrender and accelerated transformation, you may choose to enhance your retreat with Sacred Medicine ceremonies.  lovingly held by an amazing Medicine Woman and Shaman Pamela Dharani, and a team of skilled musicians, in deep reverence to the traditions they carry. These offerings are optional for extra fee.

 

Kambo

The ancient secretion of the jungle frog for a physical and energetic purge. Kambo helps cleanse the body of toxicity, clears emotional heaviness, strengthens immunity, and sharpens clarity. It teaches strength, humility, and surrender.

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Bufo Alvarius

Known as the “God Molecule,” for a profound consciousness reset. It offers deep presence, unconditional Love, and a return to Source. Many describe it as meeting the Divine and remembering the oneness of all things.

 

Ayahuasca

The sacred vine, the Mother of all plants. Ayahuasca takes you into the depths of your being, illuminating shadows and unlocking buried wisdom.
She rewires trauma, opens the heart through forgiveness, and teaches through visions, truth, and Love. Her presence is both fierce and tender.

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Psilocybin

The gentle wisdom of the Mushroom, known as Niños Santos - Holy Children. They open doorways to universal understanding, compassion, and Love.
They soften the heart and expand perception, guiding you with clarity, gentleness, and grace into the next step of your evolution.


I will support your integration after each experience during the retreat. You will have enough time for rest, reflection, and restoration. After the retreat, we will continue your integration through online calls. If you choose the Ayahuasca experience, you will receive my book Divine Power of Ayahuasca, which contains comprehensive information about preparation and integration tips. 

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Would you like to explore if this journey is right for you?

This is your invitation to step into a space where you are fully seen, lovingly held, and gently guided Home.

 What Awaits You

  • Identify what is truly asking to be healed

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  • Reprogram old patterns that are no longer serving you

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  • Awaken your inner healer, voice, and vision

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  • Clear trauma gently and powerfully

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  • Anchor new energies that reflect your highest timeline​​

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  • Bring your greatest visions to life

Love Letters

from our past participants

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“I’ve done years of therapy, self-help, and many workshops, and nothing touched me the way this retreat with Nika did. From the moment I arrived at Castillo Balam, I felt completely held. Her presence is powerful, soft, and wise all at once. I released grief I didn’t even know I was carrying. I remembered parts of myself I thought were gone. This was the most profound transformation of my life.”
— Sophie A.
 

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Sophie A, USA

Entrepeneur

Your retreat includes:

  • 1:1 sessions with me, designed uniquely for your emotional and energetic needs

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  • Daily integration practices like guided meditation, movement, sound healing, journaling, and more

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  • Deep rest and reconnection to your body, heart, and Spirit

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  • Cacao, and Rapé rituals

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  • Deeply relaxing and rejuvenating nature immersions in the nearby cenotes, and jungle walks

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  • Optional Sacred medicine ceremonies, Ayahuasca, Bufo, Kambo, Psilocybin (available for an additional fee)​​​

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  • Nourishing organic meals

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  • Accommodation in Castillo Balam

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  • Daily Yoga flow with sound healing

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OUR SANCTUARY

Castillo Balam is more than a retreat venue,

It is a living Temple.

 

This place holds Sacred frequencies of Love and Divine connection. Here, the jungle speaks. The support of the Spirits is felt. The unique architecture takes you to a new timeline. Once you enter, you will feel like you’ve come Home.

Your

Investment

I recognize that attending a retreat is a significant investment, both financially and in terms of time commitment. Organizing a retreat involves extensive behind-the-scenes work, and I prioritize excellence and high standards rather than quantity. This commitment naturally reflects in the pricing. My retreats take place in a beautiful and magical jungle location.  During your retreat, you’ll be nourished with organic, high-vibrational meals crafted by hand-selected chefs and cared for with a high level of soul-centered service that goes far beyond the ordinary.

PRIVATE RETREAT

Starting at US$ 1900 a day ​​​​

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