The greatest shifts ask for bold moves

The greatest shifts come with the boldest decisions.

There is no shame in asking for help with whatever you struggle with.

Yesterday I took the greatest step in my business so far.

I’ve been struggling to make it into what I envision. 

I’ve been overwhelmed by my vision.

I’ve been allowing the blocks to paralyze me and creating excuses followed by frustration and self-despise for not doing what I am supposed to do, and creating what I am supposed to create.

I have big dreams.

I teach people that there are no limits.

And in my personal life, I’ve come so far in such a short time. 

I’ve manifested, created, attracted, and magnetized the things I was longing for.

I am satisfied emotionally, existentially, and sexually, and I feel successful in things I do. 

But my business needs a major leap forward.

I’ve been hiding.

I’ve been keeping the real abundance, the one that Divine is thrilled to send to me, away each month.

I’ve been playing small, worried about what people who know me think when they see me on socials….so I kept silencing myself, and I didn’t come out on socials with the reals and stories and videos and who knows what it is these days that you so freaking need to do to make your business blossom and take that ride to high-ticketing.

I’ve been imagining people I know and their financial situation, and taking that as my mold for how to price myself.

I stayed in the comfort of what I know, unconsciously absorbing the frequencies.

And I am done with that.

Not because of my ego.

Not because I am not humble. You can actually be humble and rich at the same time. 

Not because I am the next spiritual guru, coach, retreat leader, or whatever, that just wants to make big money off the backs of poor Souls who need the healing.

No. 

I know that what I teach is Gold.

I know that people who work with me go through immense transformation and create a life they couldn’t even imagine was reachable to them.

But mostly, I give them the permission to love themselves.

Yes, unfortunately, we all need that for some f**cking reason.

And that is my work.

I guide people away from lies, illusions, manipulations, and despair into Love and peace.

I open the portals to joy, compassion, and prosperity that they couldn’t find.

And they walk through.

Spiritual people are afraid of money.

Of wanting money. 

I am not.

Because I know what I can and will do once I have the huge amounts, I am focused on.

I have a great purpose.

I am building a legacy.

For my family, for my friends, for humanity.

And I am so f**cking done with hiding, feeling unworthy of showing up on socials, of letting my voice be heard.

I know there are hundreds of thousands of people like me. 

Carrying a message.

Offering the cure.

And no one hears them, because they are silenced by the noise of those who shout all over the place.

I know that showing yourself to the world is a terrifying thing.

Once you make yourself visible, you’ll meet hate and envy, discouragement, judgment, and all that crap of those who just can’t see what you are truly about.

And I’ve said to myself, so be it.

It’s already happening anyway.

There are only a few who do get me, who know who I am and how great the Love is that my heart holds. 

Just because I don’t take the BS some are hiding behind, just because I don’t confirm the victimhood some identify with, just because I despise and call out dishonesty.

It doesn’t mean that I don’t know true Love and compassion.

And this is exactly what makes me strong.

Unique.

Incorruptible.

And why my work is so powerful and transformational.

I am done with dimming the bright light, my Soul yearns to shine.

I am stepping out of my self-created shadows.

I am grateful for every judgment sent towards me because it kept shaping who I am.

I’ve analyzed and recreated myself over and over because I want to be pure in my heart and mind.

I’ve got an unshakable confidence in who I am.

I’ve kept my integrity and lost more than I could bear.

I’ve kept my dignity and faced lies, blame, and aggression.

But my heart never stopped loving.

I’ve fought for my essence, for it to be felt, understood, and loved by those I thought

I needed. 

I am truly proud of how far I’ve come, and the support I receive from the Divine realms with such grace is worth every tear I’ve ever cried, every disappointment I've had to overcome.

I've grieved deeply.

Broken into pieces, my pain unseen, denied, misinterpreted.

I’ve lost some battles, but I’ve won the war.

I’ve cut the ties to any form of darkness.

Yesterday I did what the truly successful people do.

I’ve hired a successful coach who will teach me how to be a magical and powerful business badass.

How to offer the essence of me and magnetize soul-aligned clients who will transform their lives beyond their wildest dreams when working with me.

@Rebecca is an incredibly empowering, absolutely gorgeous, strong woman who knows her stuff. 

She said to me that business is a great journey of healing.

I know she is right.

I’ve cried, listening to her message where she celebrated me and told me to take a moment before I press that button and complete her payment.

“Feel”, she said, “this massive moment, your commitment to yourself. This is the moment when you are choosing yourself. You are sending a message to the Universe. You are meeting the Universe halfway, saying yes to yourself, yes, this is me, I am that woman now.”

At that moment, I felt the first shift.

I clearly saw how I finally chose myself fully, and I chose my business before everything and everyone else for the first time.

I cried, realizing that my business is important.

I finally sent the signal that I am ready to step out of hiding and offer my full and real self to those who are ready for something extraordinary.

The price for such coaching is quite exclusive. 

But I know, what you invest in yourself and your business is a measure of how seriously you are taking it.

Of how far you actually want to go.

And I’ve put on the boots to go the whole way until my last breath, because what I want to create is truly beautiful and fully in service to the Divine and to Humanity.

It’s frightening and humbling.

It is also highly motivating and empowering.

Feel the fear and do it anyway.

I can’t wait to start this new journey. 

I will have to leave a lot behind, but I will receive what I was born for.

In my mind, I am already there.